Vea- life ain't easy!

it's not supposed to feel this way, it's not supposed to hurt this way, happiness should be something you have with you every day. but it comes around just in the small moments when everything just stands still and you just can say a word infront of the world. when im slowing down and look around i am so amazed, i think aboult the little things that make life great, i hold on to the thought and i fight to not just let it pass me by, i find a place, so safe and i let myself be sincere. sometimes i feel like crying and digg my feeling's down, throught them away and put them into a box and forget where i hide the key. so i can take a step back and figure out this life. do you expect me to belive i was the only one to fall? please just stop act like you just dont care at all. it's not supposed to hurt this way. i should not have to feel this way.

But sometimes you just have to get over the hard times and bad things you and your dumb brain did in wrong times. this is just one of those things in life you have to get over.